Just Frustrated and Ranting.

So frustrated with work and exercising already. We are only 26 days into the new year. I'm so frustrated with trying to exercise. I haven't been in a week. Partially, because I spent the weekend out of town and did walk a lot while I was gone, but back tot he gym hasn't happened. I really love Zumba, but the classes are just too late at night for me. I can't come home get dinner ready and leave every single night.

There in comes the whole work frustration. I could work 24/7 some days and still not get everything done. I have to figure out how to delegate more stuff to a certain person that works for me and for the work to be right, good, etc... without catching attitude from her. I'm not sure how to do it. I just have to suck it up and make it happen. I'm behind on so many things and I can't keep this up. I am better than this at my job and I've been slacking and haven't just gotten in there and made my space, work habits, etc... better than what they already are. I had promised myself that was going to happen after the first of the year. Just need to dive in.

I think that if I could get to the gym a little more during the week and walk a little more as well I might feel better. Speaking of walking. I should get off of my ass right now and get on my clothes and get the dog and head out the door. May be I will do that as soon as I send this email that I need/want to get sent to my boss.

I need to get a better schedule going for everything that I do. I need to have more regular meetings with both of my bosses. I need to sit with them and force myself to have reports to give them each week for them to look at and mull over. Maybe that will by my goal for this month is to get these things set up and then set up a meeting with them that they can't get out of.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Exercise would help me about now. I'll get up in the morning and walk. Right now I need to do a little work and get my 5 year old something to eat. Yes, she is up and has been for an hour now. She is so hungry!!

Need to get this stress out somehow other than eating. That is my crutch.

Next time.

Kim